Zii Saini

2012, imma rock you

2012-01-04T22:25:00.002+08:00

Hello fellas, how you guys doing? ^^ It’s 9.51pm already and I’m still up despite that I have class tmr. I slept in the afternoon already so I’m quite awake right now. OH YEAH, HAPPY NEW YEARR and WELCOME BACK TO SCHOOL!!! Hehehehe. I passed my Law Test, :D HEHEHEHEHE. I was so hyped when mum told me. My first driving lesson was last Monday, January 2nd. The tr taught both my first and second sister. Opps, forgot to mention, my sis also passed her Law Test and her lesson starts last Monday too. Mine was from 8 to 9 while my sis was from 9 to 10. Since I did well (that’s what the tr said), I went outside :D I went to route 3, it was amazing, hehehehe. Although the tr was playing with her phone while giving instructions, she really taught me well. As for my sis, this Friday will be her first driving lesson outside the JPD. After her lesson, she told me that the tr said that I’m pretty much the same like my second sis (brave?) and she’s like my first sis (the worry type). It doesn’t really bother me tho.

Tmr will be the admission of the Cohort 1 students, which consists of 90 students. I think I’m going to stayback tmr. I wanna go home and practice driving but oh well :D I’m still thinking of what to write. . . I just realize yesterday that there were 30 of us in GP class :s Miss said that she’s going to divide us into half for the afternoon classes. What else? My new year I spent my time buying new shoes. I bought 2 pairs of shoes since mum insisted.

Like usual, last year dad gave each of us $100, I spent half of it on bags and watch. I’m kinda stingy when it comes to shopping, I would try my best to spend my money wisely since last 2 years I spent my money on stuff that I don’t really use and in the end, I regretted it (: hmppphh, I have no idea what to write. During hols, I did went to Siti’s house. Jim was suppose to pick us up for bowling but something came up. So I spent my day there. We did talk a lot.

CONGRATS SITI FOR PASSING YOUR LAW TEST, so proud of you darl. ;)

Something unexpected happen this morning. Not gonna tell the whole detail. He’s being such a gentleman today. I didn’t really see that coming, HAHAHAHAHA. I know, I’m mean :p but really, his action kinda taken me aback since he’s not that kind of guy. I shall end this now, I should go to sleep now.

nursyahirahhaziqahsaini@ziisaini

Mata oh Mata, Kenapa Engkau Liar? | iluvislam.com + discover the beauty of islam

2011-12-08T23:40:00.000+08:00

Mata oh Mata, Kenapa Engkau Liar? | iluvislam.com + discover the beauty of islam

Kenapa Aku Malas Sembahyang | iluvislam.com + discover the beauty of islam

2011-12-08T23:27:00.000+08:00

Kenapa Aku Malas Sembahyang | iluvislam.com + discover the beauty of islam

Solat Itu Buang Masa? | iluvislam.com + discover the beauty of islam

2011-12-06T10:51:00.000+08:00

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Kalau Allah Itu Maha Baik, Kenapa Buat Neraka? | iluvislam.com + discover the beauty of islam

2011-12-06T10:37:00.000+08:00

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LAST PAPER

2011-11-22T14:31:00.001+08:00

i'm so excited, tmr will be my last AS exam, HEHEHEHEHE. freedom after that, fuck yeah. i did revise my bio p1 already, so yeah now im chilling. i've been waiting for tmr to come. i cant wait to go out swimming my baby HAFZHAN BAKAR. it has been a while since we last see each other. I miss her and my two girls. :D

I KNOW, SHORT ><

those dreams.

2011-11-04T08:23:00.003+08:00

Good morning!! Yes, I woke up early today. HEHEHEHE. It’s Friday. (: I woke up twice. First, when I was crying in my sleep. That dream was just too sad and heartbreaking. :( thank you for trying to comfort me although it was only in the dream. Thank you for being there. I really didn’t expect for you to be there. BUT I really appreciate it. I would love to write the details but I wouldn’t want to expose their name and I’m too lazy to think of nicknames.The second was when my bladder was full. :D After that, I couldn’t go to sleep anymore. Hmmph, that’s why I’m writing this post. I’m still thinking of what to write since I’m outta ideas. Shall we talk about school? Or food? Oh yeah, let’s just talk about staying back. How’s that?Lately, I haven’t been staying back. No particular reason, I just don’t feel like. I might stay back tomorrow. During Bio class, we’ve been doing P3 past years. So far, I think I’ve improved my graph. But the serial dilution, nope. I’m still confused which one is C1, V1, C2 and V2. >< I’m doomed if this continues. I’m still sleepy. Every time I think of yawning when I’m in this state, I ended up yawning. It is 8 o’clock. I don’t feel like doing anything. I’m done here.

that's just me

2011-11-02T16:30:00.002+08:00

It seems that it has been a while since I last updated. THANKGOD end of year exam is finished. But, the AS exam is still on. :( I know, I was like, the hell?? I’ve no mood to study anymore. I don’t know why, but ever since EOY ends, it feels like I have no studying spirit left. MACAM APA??About today, when I looked him in the eyes, I know that I like him. Not in a boy-girl relationship. I like him as a friend. :D JUST FRIEND. I’ve noticed that most people said that boy and girl shouldn’t be friends cause in the end one of them or both will develop a feeling. I do understand that concept. BUT, I must say that just because one of them will develop feelings, doesn’t mean that they shouldn’t be friends. As for my situation, I used to like him, but that feeling was only temporary. Sometimes we thought we like them, or even love them, but we might be confused. And now, I only look him as a friend.I do like some guys, but that don’t mean that I love them. That’s just two whole different things. To like and to love is different. As for the other guy, I think I like him because he reminded me of a person whom I used to like. And to like him just because he resembles that person is just wrong. BUT, hey, that’s just me. I’m not hurting him in any way. He doesn’t even know that I like him, so no harm is done. Although I said that I’m not gonna fall in love or like someone, I just can’t help it. It just happen, you know. So far I’ve tried to suppress the feelings before it turned worst. I wouldn’t want that to happen. When that happens, I wouldn’t know how to control myself and I’ll end up hurting myself.Okay, next. My neighbor was talking about the moment we had during ugama school. That was one awesome memories. She talked bout our friend. I asked her how she know bout his condition. Turned out that she has her facebook. I asked for his facebook and added him. It so nice texting with him, it bring old memories to the surface. I miss ugama school. I always thought that finishing ugama school was fun, but it was rather boring. SERIOUSLY!! Especially when you’re still in high school. You have absolutely nothing to do in the afternoon. Although you have plenty of time to revise, but REALLY? I know we’re gonna end up taking afternoon nap or just slacking off. (That’s what I did back then)THAT’S ALL FOR TODAY!! :) GONNA BE BUSY SINCE I STILL HAVE 4 MORE PAPERS TO GO. ADIOS.

Chemistry A-Level 9701 Complete Notes

2011-10-02T20:31:00.000+08:00

http://www.mediafire.com/?q1nj5hh0m79y4

i hope it helps you as much as it helps me. i got this from my sir and he got it from the knockhardy website. i decided that i could help others by sharing it. :D

I WANT THIS!! on Twitpic

2011-07-11T18:48:00.000+08:00

I WANT THIS!! on Twitpic

whatthe?

2011-07-11T18:31:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!!! APR is over :)) hehehehehe. im so freaking happy. My APR started on July 2nd. It was chemistry. Eventhough its only one topic ( Chemical Energetics), i found it hard cause i dont really understand. I didnt even have enough time. How sad is that? But lucky i passed. 7 over 14, not bad huh? Maths APR was last tuesday. I got 90% hmmph, im kinda sad. but i should be grateful tho. GP APR was on the next day. How do i saay? i think its kinda tough since its a data analysis question. we just studied data analysis recently. i wonder if i fail or not. Miss O said that shes gonna mark it when she feels like doing it. But i think she marked it already cause when we asked her, she told us to stop asking bout that. if we insist, she said that she's gonna throw us down. ><

Bio and 2nd Chem APR were on last saturday. I spent my friday studying Bio. It took me 2 hours to revise Core B. -_- I didnt really study for chem. I still dont get the equilibria. but i do know how to calculate. Bio paper was 50-50 for me. it wasnt easy and hard. just average. i cant wait for my Bio marks. I hope i pass. Chem APR was kinda okay since i did the calculations correctly ( i guess).

I keep on thinking that today is thursday. WHAT THE?

OH YEAH, im watching Harry Potter 7 part 2 this saturday with my BFFs, peeps from SGS and Siti's friends. YEAYYY!!! I cant wait for it. The trailer was AWESOME, just like me, JK. Batah jua friday anii eh. EXCITED KU SUDAH NI, HAHAHAHAHA.

ziisaini

Bureau Of Cleanliness

2011-07-02T20:52:00.001+08:00

from left to right:
Mila, Dayah, Zii, Mizah, Waff

i love you guys <3 hehe. we're awesome.

frogs.

2011-07-01T22:15:00.001+08:00

olaa, its 10.18pm and i cant sleep cause of the frogs. they're way too loud. and i'll update bout my leadership course if i have the time. :) did i mention that im a prefect now? bureau of cleanliness. although its not the bureau that i applied for, but somehow im glad that i ended up in this bureau. (:

good luck for me. tmr im having chem's 2nd APR on Chemical Energetics. The delta H thingy. I hope theres no calculations cause im really bad on those stuff. i prefer maths calculations.

Okay enough said, i need to get enough rest so that i wont feel sleepy tmr. good night!

ziisaini

i cant stop laughing. on Twitpic

2011-06-30T18:54:00.000+08:00

i cant stop laughing. on Twitpic

blackie :) @azminad on Twitpic

2011-06-30T18:21:00.000+08:00

blackie :) @azminad on Twitpic

cause we're awesome. on Twitpic

2011-06-28T14:07:00.000+08:00

cause we're awesome. on Twitpic

Have you seen them?

2011-06-09T13:58:00.000+08:00

Have you seen them?

college life.

2011-06-08T19:21:00.001+08:00

its been a while since i last updated my blog eh. well its holiday now, so yeah. i guess its the right time to update. lemme talk bout college life.

i thought college would be a place where we get to know new people and hang out. but i was wrong. i did get to know few only cause most of them rather spend their time with their mate from previous school. they're like dividing themselves in groups. that was rather disappointing tho. everywhere i go, i saw groups of people from the same school hanging out together. this is the total opposite from SGS. at SGS, we're like a big family, eventhough we're not in the same class. we do divide ourselves into group, but most of the time, we spent it together. when i went to canteen last time, i saw this particular table where all the chinese gathered. i was so confused. why dont they try to blend in with others? this is why during lunch i went to class early or just went to the library.

now, time to talk bout SITI's birthday party. her party is SUPER DUPER AWESOME!! i get to see my fellow SGS' mates. :D that was my first day meeting Sitis' friends from MD. and, we had this bonding seesions. im glad that i came to her party. when i arrived that morning, i saw that Farah was already there, making lasagna. Siti introduced her. while we're watching glee, hafzhan came. OOHH, IMISSHERSOOMUCHH!! then zahir came. we went downstairs. we pretty much talked bout our school life. for me, zahir's face looked kinda round. HAHAHAHA. but he still got those muscles. AWESOME.

Hafzhan went to my house for a while. I changed and hafzhan needed some panadol cause she's allergic to cat. When we went back to siti's house, we saw that they opened the windows. turned out that the electricity was down. we waited for 1-2 hours. finally the electric was back at 6pm i guess. im not pretty sure bout the time, HEHE. Siti and Farah went upstair to take a shower while Hafzhan, Zahir and me waited. People were starting to come. kinda awkward tho since the people arrived were the MD people. after a while, our SGS' friends arrived. (: as usual, we talked bout our school. it was great seeing them

at around 10, we (hafzhan, fifah, hadi and sal) talked bout how the people in our school grouped themselves. we poured our hearts out. i love the BONDING TIMES. ;) sarah joined our conversation afterwards. im glad we're back to normal. i guess thats all i wanna talk bout today.

ziisaini

Hornbills come to roost in Berakas

2011-05-28T14:57:00.000+08:00

Hornbills come to roost in Berakas

2011-05-04T12:48:00.000+08:00

1st APR

2011-04-13T18:45:00.000+08:00

olala, today i wanna talk bout my GP APR. OMG!! i dont think i did well just now. i mean, for me, most of my points are irrelevant (ithinkso). i have no idea how are suppose to do the essays. we never did any essays before in our GP class. we're suppose to do some contents and stuffs for the essay yesterday but then we got carried away. too much discussion.

thank god, Miss O did teach us the essay's format. i wrote at least 600 words. i dont really know the exact words cause i rewrite my essays 30 mins before the test ended. what a RUSH. my first line has 12 words and i wrote 50 lines. just times both number and WALA, 600 words. although its not the exact words, but im just glad that it did exceed 500. (:

this was my first time counting the number of words after my essay finished. usually after writing a paragraph, i'll count the words so that i know how many words left for me to write. if Miss O scold us, i wont be angry or upset cause i know i did tried eventhough my essay are not that great.

cause im imperfect.

ziisaini

PTEK's life

2011-04-04T21:15:00.000+08:00

i guess i forgot about the update. okay, so PTEK was way much more better than i imagined. what i really like is, i've got some superduperhyperactive friends to hang out with during PS. each day, im looking forward to my PS. :D i really love hanging out with them, sometimes in the library or canteen. during PS, we're always gossiping and if we have any homework, we'll do it first. good girls, HAHAHA. :p

i really miss my BFFs and my st.georgian families despite all of these. i keep on mesmerizing about the time we spent during break or stayback, talking and sharing each others's problems. i really miss those. if only, we're in the same school. the fact that we're separated make me even missing them more, and for me that's a good thing. i really care about them.

i could be sensitive sometimes, fragile. lately, i always feel leftout and i hate it. i was on the verge of breakdown but then, i was stopped. our friendship stopped me. i believe in us, i really do. you guys will always be in my mind, even tho you're far away from me.

enough with that, now back to PTEK before i start crying. did i mention that im in SERI MAHKOTA? red house? unbelievable, i know. i've always been in blue house, from elemantary to high school. and, red house has always been our BIGGEST enemy. i find it hard at first, accepting that i no longer a blue house member.

but time flies and the time i spent with them, the seri mahkota-ians change my view of the red house. i even participate in the marching. its clear that i've accepted seri mahkota as part of my PTEK's life. it wasn't that different from blue house. what matters is the team spirit. im really glad that we got 2nd place for overall. we won the march past and tug-of-war.

its 9 already, i should head to bed now, goodnight everyone. :D

ziisaini

A Level H1 General Paper 8806: Environment Model Essay

2011-04-04T12:31:00.000+08:00

A Level H1 General Paper 8806: Environment Model Essay

hell of a day

2011-03-14T18:56:00.002+08:00

will be updating my blog tmr, been busy. really!! :) with all those marchpasts, homeworks and uhh, test, i dont even have time to rest and enjoy except for PS.

srsly, update tmr if i remember ;)

Air Borne

2011-02-16T16:30:00.001+08:00

4 commandos went on a mission. They were 1 American, 1 Japanese, and 2 Singaporeans
(1 Malay and 1 Chinese). They were on a helicopter with their barang barangs. Midway in the air, the American commando took out a brand new pack of Marlboros, opened it and took out a stick to smoke. Then he threw the rest of the pack out of the helicopter. On seeing this, the Japanese commando asked, Japanese: Why you throw away the pack of cigarettes? American : Marlboro!!! America got a lot !!! Then the Japanese took out his Sony walkman, and started to listen to it. After a while, he stopped and threw the whole walkman out of the helicopter. The Chinese commando saw it and asked, Chinese : Why you throw away your Sony walkman? Japanese: Sony walkman!!! Japan got a lot !!! Then the Chinese suddenly grabbed the Malay and threw him out of the helicopter. The American and the Japanese were shocked! They asked him why he threw the Malay commando out. The Chinese commando replied: "Malay!!! Singapore got a lot !!!"

Can Die

2011-02-16T16:18:00.000+08:00

There was this case in a hospital's
intensive care ward where patients
always died in the same bed and
always on Friday mornings,
regardless of their medical
conditions.
This puzzled the doctors and some
even thought that it had to do with
the supernatural. So the doctors
decided to go down to that
particular ward to investigate the
cause.
Come Friday morning, everyone at
the hospital ward nervously waited
for the terrible phenomenon to
occur again. Some held wooden
crosses, prayer books and other
holy objects to ward off evil....
As the time approached, their hearts
began beating anxiously, and with
every beat of the clock, everyone
held their breath........ .... Then Ah
Soh, the part-time Friday cleaner,
came into the room and unplugged
the life support system so that she
could use the vacuum cleaner.

Drive You Mad

2011-02-16T16:12:00.000+08:00

One day, Mr. Choe Seng Lee walked
into a bank and asked for the loan
officer. He said he was going to
Batam on Business for two days
and needed to borrow $5000. The
loan officer said the bank would
need some security for the loan.
Mr. Choe then handed over the keys
to his Mercedes that was parked on
the street in front of the bank.
Everything checked out and the loan
officer accepted the car as collateral
for the loan.
An employee then drove the
Mercedes into the bank's carpark
and parked it there. Two days later
Mr. Choe returned and repaid the
$5,000 and the interest which came
to $13.07.
The loan officer said, "We do
appreciate your business and this
transaction has worked out very
nicely. But we are a bit puzzled.
While you were away, we checked
and found that you are a very rich
contractor. Why would you need to
borrow $5,000?"
Mr. Choe replied, "Aiyah, where else
in Singapore can I park my car for 2
days for 13 dollars and with security
officers to guard somemore?"

B-B-Bustard!

2011-02-16T16:11:00.001+08:00

Little Ah Seng had a severe stutter,
but his mother felt he had to learn to
fend for himself. So on the first day
of school, she made him take the
bus on his own.
"It's very easy," she told him.
"When you board the bus, just tell
the driver: Ah Chek, wah ai kee
Tanglin Halt. (I want to go to Tanglin
Halt)."
The next day, Ah Seng boarded the
bus and told the bus driver: "A-a-ah
Ch-ch-chek! W-w-wah ai k-k-kee T-
Tanglin H-h-halt!"
However, the bus driver slapped Ah
Seng in response.
Ah Seng was shocked, but the next
day it happened again. Ah Seng
boarded the bus and saw it was the
same bus driver.
Ah Seng again told him: "A-a-ah Ch-
ch-chek! W-w-wah ai k-k-kee T-
Tanglin H-h-halt!"
And again, the bus driver slapped
him.
Ah Seng fled in tears and told his
mother, who was quickly incensed.
The next day, Ah Seng's mother
followed him on board the bus.
True enough, it was the same bus
driver.
"Why you hit my son?" she scolded
the bus driver.
The driver scowled and retorted: "S-
s-si n-n-noong kia, t-t-tup pai j-j-ji
seow wah! (Bloody kid, keeps
disturbing me!)"

Shoot Out the Lights

2011-02-16T16:05:00.000+08:00

Dr. Quek made a routine house call
to Mr. Lim, one of his elderly
patients.
He asks, "And how are you doing
today, Mr. Lim?" Mr. Lim replies, "I
feel just fine, doc. But you know, it's
the strangest thing. Every night
when I get up to pang jio, the
bathroom light goes on for me
automatically when I open the
door!"
The doctor is worried that the old
man is getting senile, so he phones
the man's son, and the son's wife
answers. The doctor tells her, "Mrs.
Lim, I'm a little concerned about
your father-in-law. It seems that
when he gets up to urinate at night
and opens the bathroom door, the
light somehow goes on..."
At which point, Mrs. Lim yells, "Ah
Seng! Ah Pa is peeing in the
refrigerator again!"

Worth praying for

2011-02-16T16:04:00.000+08:00

There were four buddhist monks
who played instruments and
chanted everyday.
One fine morning, a lady in a mini
skirt went into the temple to pray.
When the lady knelt down to pray,
one of the chanting monks saw the
lady tsao k'ng (i.e. exposing herself
accidentally).
The monk was shocked to see that
the woman was not wearing any
panties! He felt he had to share this
valuable insight with his fellow
monks, but also did not wish to
alert the lady.
So he began chanting the message:
"Wu lang bo chin nai ko....
(Someone's not wearing panties...)"
The monk beside him was playing a
tambourine, and he thumped this
response: "Ti-to-lok, ti-to-lok
(Where? Where?)"
The third monk, playing a horn,
replied: "Duuu... Duuu........(There!
There!)"
Finally, the last and the most
righteous monk, sounded his
cymbals in disgust: "Ti ti kua... ti ti
kua! (Still peeping! Still peeping!)"

cb

2011-02-16T16:01:00.001+08:00

A Singapore English radio station,
was holding a live radio segment at
a shopping mall. The DJ was
hosting a game show where prizes
were given away to kids on stage if
they could name the opposite
gender of animals. The first kid to
come on stage was a girl. "What's
your name girl & how old are you?"
"My name is Cheryl & I am 8 years
old."
"OK, tell me Cheryl, what is the
opposite of cow?" "Bull."
"Very good! That's correct. Now
here's a Barbie doll for you. Ladies &
gentlemen, please give her a round
of applause."
The game then continued for the
next 15 minutes in a similar fashion
with the kids getting all the simple
questions correct until it was time
for the 10th kid to come on stage.
The audience were very impressed
with this kid as he was very clever
& articulate from the moment he
stepped on stage, before being
asked, announced, "My name is
Johnny. I am 7 years old and I like
English, Math & Art. My hobbies are
collecting stamps & stickers."
The audience liked him immediately
because of his confidence & had
started to clap for him. His parents,
standing right in front of the stage,
were beaming with pride at how
smart their son was.
"OK, Johnny, you should know the
answer to this question very well.
Close 2 eyes also can answer. Tell
me, what is the opposite of cock?"
The young boy paused for a
moment, scratched his head,
moved closer to the microphone &
finally answered proudly, "Chee Bai!"

miss universe

2011-02-16T15:42:00.002+08:00

There is this miss universe
contest.....and the 3 finalists are
miss american, miss australia, and
miss singapore.
Now....the judges are asking 3
questions to the finalists..
the 1st question is: "name me an
electrical appliance starting with the
letter l..."miss american is as
confident as ever, and replies
straight away:"..lamp...".
the judges say good....miss
australia replies:"......light bulb...."
the judges say good..... now miss
singapore is not too sure......she
finally says:".....ladio...."
then the judges say:"....sorry, radio
doesn't start with letter l....."
Now the 2nd question is:".....name
me an animal starting with the letter
l"
miss american says
confidently:"....lion...."
the judges say good.....and miss
australia says:"......leopard....."
the judges say good....and now
miss singapore isn't too sure
again.... she says:"...labbit..."
the judges say:"...sorry, rabbit
doesn't start with the letter l.....and if
you get the next question wrong,
I'm afraid you are out of the
contest...."
Now, the 3rd and last
question......:"name me a fruit
starting with the letter l....."miss
american says:"....lime...."
the judges say well done.....miss
australia says:.....lemon...."
the judges say well done.... Now
miss singapore knows the answer
for once.....she is very confident
that she would make it to the next
round......
she says:".........LIEW LIAN..........."

Singlish version of Little Led Liding Hoot

2011-02-16T15:42:00.001+08:00

Once upon a time hor, got one girl
called Little Led Liding Hoot. She
want to go to Ah Mah's house.
Morning she alleady go out one, she
got take one basket to put flower.
She doh wan to walk long-long so
go take shot cut.
Wah!!! She dono got one animal
follow her leh! She happy-happy
walk until she come to Ah Mah
house.
"Ah Mah! Ah Mah! I come, open the
door lah!" she talk.
Then Ah Mah also talk back, "Come
in lah I never close one."
Little Led Liding Hoot open the
house and go inside the door......
Oh, solly solly......open the door
and go inside the house, she see her
Ah Mah on top of the bed.
She go ask Ah Mah. "Ah Mah, how
come your eye so vely big one
hah?"
"So I can see you maahhhhh!!!" Ah
Mah say back.
"Ah Mah, how come your year vely
long one hah?"
"So vely easy to hear you laah!!!!"
"Ah Mah, how come......."
"Aiyaa!!!! SO many question one ah
you......never die before is it?"
"Soly lah Ah Mah, I dono mah that's
why I ask".
"What soly-soly! Now I want to eat
you, I not Ah Mah, I animal one you
know......."
Wah! Little Led Liding Hoot vely
scared alleady, she scleam vely loud
but late alleady, the animal alleady
eat her. She now inside stomach
alleady.
Suddenly got one people, cut wood
one, go inside the house. He want
to save Little Led Liding Hoot, he go
and cut the animal stomach and
take out everything, but he too late,
Little Led Liding Hoot become shit
alleady......

lift

2011-02-16T15:38:00.000+08:00

One day, two Ah Lians got into a lift
from the 20th storey of a building
and wanted to get down to the
ground floor.
As they looked at the dial, they
could see the number 20 down to
number 2. It was then followed by a
G.
As they were not English-educated,
they were puzzled and really had no
idea what does the letter G mean.
Suddenly one of them exclaimed
excitedly and hit G. When they
finally reached the ground floor, the
other Ah Lian was so impressed
and asked the first Ah Lian, "Wow,
how you know one?"
The first Ah Lian reply smugly,
"Easy lah.. G for Gero mah..."

Ah Cheng Buey Ro Ti

2011-02-16T15:36:00.000+08:00

Once upon a time, a group of Ah
Bengs stepped into a lounge and
wanted the DJ to play the song "Ah
Cheng Buey Ro Ti" (In Hokkien
meaning Ah Cheng buys bread)
The DJ told them that they only
have English songs and told them to
re-select another song. The Ah
Bengs were indignant and kicked up
a big fuss, claiming that the DJ was
insulting them.
The manager had to intervene in
order to calm them down. Finally,
after many hours of talking, the
manager managed to find out that
the Ah Bengs were actually asking
for the song "Unchained Melody" by
the Righteous Brothers.

KENANGAN TERINDAH

2011-01-28T13:35:00.001+08:00

last tuesday, 25th Jan was our last day at PTEK for us 2nd Cohort. :( :( we wore PE attire and headed straight to our 4 venues for registration. if im not wrong, after that we went to MPH. i thought we're playing games or what. but instead of those, we're having aerobics exercises. they played several songs like Waka-waka and more. I cant quite recall.

after the aerobics, we're having POCO-POCO dance. i was superduper HYPER that time. Gila kalii. HAHA. me and Yaii kept on dancing like PSYCHO (reminds me of the LOGY). The dancing got me sweating even though the hall is airconditioned. we had our break early.

I bought begedil during break, yummyumm ;) we went to hall after that for the closing ceremony. we hear some speech and saw pictures slideshow. lastly, we all sang KENANGAN TERINDAH. it was such a happy MOMENT. Im gonna miss you guys, hope can see you NANTI :D dont worry, i'll never forget you guys. BYEBYE MR CUTE. see you soon

ziisaini

24th

2011-01-28T13:33:00.001+08:00

so yeah, im here to update bout my last 2 days at PTEK. last monday, 24th, we're having showcase from various department. we're suppose to go to the gallery, but instead of going there, we went to LT2. well, the showcase was BOOORRINNGG!! seriously :/ they just play some slideshows and thats all. we waited till break.

after break, we're asked to go to the MPH since the CCA showcase was held there. we sat on the 3rd row. what impress me the most was the showcase from taekwando. they look like dancing and there were some funny action going on. i laughed too much till i cried. guitar club was AMAZINGG so do the Malay Drama Club.

we ended earlier, but they didnt allow us to go home they asked us about their names and who play CS online. HAHA. whatheheck? so thats it. now for my last day, i'll post it on new post

ziisaini

Nothing like yesterday

2011-01-21T16:37:00.000+08:00

yesterday was our last day for the department briefings. they only briefed about accountings, business studies, economics. after the briefings, we went to each department. well, just a small touring tho. and uhh, they also briefed about the AS subjects and Maths. actually maths was suppose to be on the 1st day of briefing

forgot to mention, i arrived early at school yesterday. bought my camera and this time the battery was fully charged :D haha. saw nani and together we went to the gallery. after a while, amal came and we took lots of picture. most of the pictures were taken using Nani's. i might upload the picture to my facbook later.

yesterday was not quite excitable as the day before. Nani called me the matchmaker. HANTAM!! :p well, its kinda fun. saiful, nadirah and azimul sat in front of me. i kept on moving saiful's chair nearer to nadirah (she has a bf already, :p) throughout the day. thats what i did.

tomorrow theres an OPEN DAY at PTEK :D its open for public and the money they made will be contributed to SMARTER or SMART, its for kids with autism i guess. im not really sure. there'll be games and FOODS :D HAHA

ziisaini

teasing day?

2011-01-19T17:41:00.000+08:00

Today was the 1st day for the department briefings and tourings. :D went home at 3.30.

they briefed bout 3 sci subject, computer, islamic studies, the LOGIES, history and geo. we went to the science building. :D annd, lovin the ICT labs.

We were released early for lunch. thats great cause i got to buy foods cause usually the canteen was crowded. we ate in the gallery. the girls were crazy. ;p they keep on teasing me bout the guy. they even asked his fb, lol. over all, the day could never be better. I noticed that this few days, we're all hyper. its not a bad thing tho, its fun.

ziisaini

5th day at PTEK

2011-01-19T17:39:00.000+08:00

im here to update bout my 5th day at PTEK, 18 jan. ;D it was super great. we're asked to wear our previous school's pe attire. we had an assembly early morning, oh god it was so tiring. :( its like, after the principal's speech, the deputy principal also made a few talk followed by some senior master/mistress and lastly the prefect. we're suppose to go to hall but we're back to gallery :/

we divided ourself again into groups of 8. my group was me, amal, nani, yaii, zatul, zahidah, khairul and nazatul. each group was given a script and we're asked to perform in front. i was the director ;) ohh, i was pretty much shy. HAHA. our last activity was, you dont wanna know and uhh, im lazy to type. :p

ziisaini

4th Day

2011-01-17T13:51:00.000+08:00

heyy, today is my 4th day in PTEK. It could say the day went well. Yai didnt come, cause of BORED i think. well, the class was boring except for MR. RAVI's class. :D he has a lots of energy. he talks about how we could give him energy, something bout energy transfers. :D

ohh yeah, i get to know some of my groups' names. They're Saiful, Azimul and Zahidah. It was fun talking with them. We shared bout what subjects we wanna take. OHH, I MISS Siti, Hafzhan and FIFAH. ;( andd uhh, found two more friends. They're from SMJA. Their name is Izzatul and Khadizah. Easy to communicate with :D See you guys tmr. ANDAND, im gonna see NANI and SYASA tmr. imissthem.

ziisaini

3rd Day

2011-01-17T13:50:00.000+08:00

3rd day was awesome, found two more friends. actually, i was planning not to come but then a girl added me on fb and she persuaded me to come. her name is YAII. :D my new friend, hehe. then another girl named, AMALINA SHAHFIZAH added me. quite friendly. (: she gave me her phone number so that i could contact her when she came to school next day.

early morning, we're asked to divide ourself into groups of 8. i was in the same group with yai and amal. we have 8 members altogether. i cant quite recall what their name was. ;p at the end of the day, we divide ourself into the same group. (: we had fun and get to know each other. love it. hehehe.

THE DAY WAS AWEESOMEE :D :D thanks guys.

ziisaini

2nd day at PTEK

2011-01-14T14:45:00.001+08:00

this is about my 2nd day in ptek. fifah didnt come due to transport and Ashley was bored. i arrived there at 7 something and i waited for syasa to come. i was standing alone and i feel like an outsider. :( after a while she came. Saw Amal and didnt have time to talk with her. We went straight away to our class. There we just sat and waited for the tr to come. She came late cause of, idk. Our first lesson was about reading skill. She taught us about the skimming, scanning and uhh more. i didnt really remember.

after that we had our breakfast. i just wait in the class with syasa and a girl from sayyidina hassan. her name is Nani and shes friendly. at last, new friend. we talked bout the school and our 2 min speech. we didnt prepare anything. syasa and nani said that they're going home at 12. i dont wanna be left alone in this class since i had no friend. i messaged my bro and asked him to picked me up too.

breakfast was over and we had a class with Ms Sarina. she discussed with us about 'Dealing With Academic Anxiety'. She taught us about the breathing technique, peaceful scene technique and progressive relaxation technique. next was about the 2 min speech. some of us were quite tense cause we didnt prepare for the speech. 5 people were selected to go in front. the class was suppose to end at 12.05 but we ended 10 mins late. i went home straight away. :D

ziisaini

1st day at PTEK

2011-01-14T14:44:00.000+08:00

ohh, heyy. :D ima update bout my days in PTEK. first day there, 12th Jan, met fifah and nazihah in front. then wait for amal to come. went to the hall after amal came. whatheheck!! :( they separate us into different groups. amal is in the 1st group with angela but shes not coming. fifah in the 2nd group with Hani. Nazihah is in the 3rd group with Ashley. And me, 4th group with sal but he didnt turn out. SALL!! :( im also in the same group with 2 guy from our school. they're the '09 batch. Khairun Akmal and Farez. Im not that close with them. Amal is in the same group with Adibah, she was my former classmate from Sunshine School.

My group was last to move to the class. Luckily i saw Syasa, she was my ex neighbour. Thank god shes in the same group with me. I thought i was gonna be alone the whole two weeks. The first thing we did was playing a game, Ice breaking. So we went around looking for people with those personalities and people who get the highest won something. It was fun, i get to know lots of people.

After we finished that, we played a new game. This time im not really interested. Oh yeah, nazurah is in the same group with me. Im not into crowded places and i found myself standing alone. I was eliminated from the game, I purposely did that. I dont like playing games, beside i dont really know those people and that made me shy. Seriously, Im an extremely shy person. For some of you who knows me, you might think that im joking cause im talkative when im with you guys. But, thats because i know you guys and youre not strangers to me.

later on, we arranged the chairs and sat down. the tr told us that we should get back to the class by 10.05. we had breakfast for only 20mins. me and syasa was about to head canteen but it was crowded so we just sat outside. we went back to class afterward. i forgot whats next.

we had our lunch at 12.05 but my group was released at 11.30. we went to canteen to eat. soon we saw nadzirah, syasa's sister. she wanted to go home and eat. i followed them home. Syasa got her driving license earlier that week. 1.30 we're back to school. just listen the tr talking. we were asked to prepare 2 mins speech for tmr. nadzirah's group ended at 2.30 but my group 3.30. at 2.30 we're suppose to go to library but syasa went home. i went inside for awhile and went outside. i have no friends. :/ called mum and she picked me up.

ziisaini

proud to be a virgo

2011-01-13T22:35:00.001+08:00

Virgo Personality Profile
Sometimes modest, and quite
often shy, Virgo can be one of
the most difficult mates to
"land". It is not that they are
playing hard to get, it's not that
they are not interested, it's the
shyness. Oddly, the more they
like you, they more shy they
behave around you! You won't
find the modest virgo "flashing"
anyone in the near future.
Has a very keen and sharp
intellect. They are methodical
and extremely precise. Slow t
make moves, as they analyse
their knowledge, as to apply it
usefully. They are practical and
imaginative and develop skills
that enable them to improve
their being.

Some Negatives:
Can be obsessed with the idea of
‘ order’. Can do and will do
anything to achieve this. Known
to be nagging and fault finding.
Most have shy tendencies, are
very introverted and self
conscious. Having hypochondriac
illusions.

Very reliable and punctual, those
born under the virgo sun sign
will be easy to count on. They
will help you out in a pinch and
do things for you that go above
and beyond the call of duty. You
will find that many war heroes
are Virgo since this astrological
sign is really big on courage.
Extremely practical and diligent,
this person can be counted on
to not over indulge or get
addicted to things too readily.
Extremely intelligent, many
scientists and mathematicians
are Virgo.

An Interesting Sun Sign
The Virgo likes to analyze things
and are not comfortable until
they figure out all angles of the
problem they currently are
focused on. Virgo will make great
stock brokers, financial advisor
or any things else that requires
deep thought.

This sign is the symbol of
chastity, the sign of the virgin
which shows decency and a
simplicity of style. The virgoan
possesses a well balanced mind
and have superior intellectual
abilities. They are considered by
friends and family to be
courteous, diplomatic, cool and
rather reserved. They are real
thinkers; having a quick and
keen perception. Virgoans ’ are
renown for their constructive
ideas and sound advice, with an
active intuitive power that gives
them a deep understanding of
human nature and motives by
others.

Those of this sign are critical of
home and appearance and seem
overly practical in anything that
they do. They are loyal as
partners and friends and are
caring to the ones that they
love. Much of their pleasure is
derived from social activity,
although some may mistake the
virgoans reserve for a lack of
concern or interest.
Virgoans will often develop skills
which help them to improve
themselves and their immediate
surroundings. Tangible
achievements are important to
them and they place great pride
in them.

Typically labeled as being
perfectionists, they are more
concerned with having a firm
grip on their environment. They
will however, immerse themselves
in the smallest of details to
enrich their understanding of
how something works.
Virgo Health Concerns
This constellation is governed by
the bowels of humanity; which is
of significance as the intestines
comprise a vital section of the
digestive organism. The
intestines and abdomen are
often problems associated with
the Virgoan.

Virgoans’ with their passion for
attention to detail has given
them a reputation for
hypochondria. Body and mind are
as one to them. And if anything
upsets their orderly process
both may be affected.
Bowel diseases, indigestion, colic
and intestinal infection may be
caused to undue stress and
anxiety. Insomnia may also be an
issue as Virgoan ’s find it difficult
to switch off their nervous
tension.

Relaxation, meditation, regular
stretching, massage and deep
breathing should help ease
tension. Also, taking preventive
measures such as sticking to
healthy diet and relaxing will be
of great benefit.
Virgoans Can Be Obsessive
This sign often finds the Virgoan
to be critical of most things,
appearance is especially
important to them. Disorder is
completely foreign to their
nature and irritates their
senses. When all is in sync, the
Virgoan is allowed to finally slip
into their natural space of body
and mind indulgence.

Virgoans Are Often
Diplomatic
Tactful and adroit, the Virgoan,
has a way of dealing with others.
They are great
conversationalists and appear to
be cool and reserved. Their
natural bearing and outward
behavior command respect and
admiration from others.
Here are some interesting

Virgo facts:
* Ruling planet is Mercury
* Primary color is blue
* Birthstone is sapphire, japer,
jade
* Lucky day is Wednesday
* Lucky numbers are 8 and 4
* Lucky colors are gray and
navy blue
* Best location for success are in
small cities

The Virgo Sun Sign - Zodiac
Information
The constellation Virgo is the
sixth sign of the zodiac.
According to Greek mythology
the constellation of Virgo
immortalizes the Goddess
Astraea, the daughter of the
supreme deity “Zeus”. Astraea
was sent by her father to live
among mortals to teach and
instruct them to obey the laws
of the so-called ‘Golden Age’.
Which was a time of peace and
abundant harvests. However, in
time mankind began to fall back
into their evil ways, with that
Astraea, being sickened by what
was taking place, left the world
of the mortals and resumed her
place among the gods.

All About Virgo: The real drama of Virgo's personality is interior

2011-01-13T14:16:00.000+08:00

All About Virgo: The real drama of Virgo's personality is interior: "To the world you may give an impression of calm authority, but you are aware of your own nervous, restless, controlled intensity, the desire..."

All About Virgo: YOU AND VIRGO WOMAN

2011-01-13T14:12:00.000+08:00

All About Virgo: YOU AND VIRGO WOMAN: "SHE keeps her passions under a tight rein. but underneath emotions are surging. Outwardly she may appear calm, sometimes even remote an..."

30 personality type questions.

2011-01-11T17:50:00.000+08:00

Do You Like Your Name?
: definitely ;D

What Age Would You Like To Be Right Now?
: 19 cause i love that no.

Do You Have Pets?
: bunnies and cats.

How Many Best Friend's Do You Have?
: atm, 3 (:

What's Your Favorite Color?
: white <3

Do You Like To Go Shopping?
: yeap, with family.

Are You Into Sports?
: not really.

What's Your Favorite Hobby?
: chatting, blogging.

Do You Like To Read?
: ohh yes! i do.

What Do You Do When You Are Mad?
: stay in my room and sleep.

What Word Do You Catch Your Self Saying A Lot?
: yeah right.

MacDonald's Or Burger King?
: both please.

Coke Or Pepsi?
: coke would be best.

Summer Or Winter?
: winter.

Are You Nice To Everyone?
: nope, im not a saint.

Do You Like Swimming?
: only when im with my siblings.

How Do You Do Your Hair Often?
: . . .

What City Or State Would You Like To Go To?
: New York :D city of shopping.

What Kind Of Ice Cream Do You Like Most?
: strawberry or red bean

Hot Cheetoes Or Doritos?
: doritos.

Do You Like School?
: where there's my friends, yes.

Are You In School?
: nope.

Do You Play Video Games?
: noo.

What Do You Do For Fun?
: idk.

Do You Talk A Lot In The Phone?
: yes.

Are You More Shy, Or Talkative?
: both.

Do You Like Going Outdoors?
: not really.

Do You Like Rainy Days?
: rainy yes, but not with thunderstorms and lightning.

Do You Have A Favorite Restaraunt? If Yes, Which One?
: yes, pizza hut. yummyumm tuna delight.

Are You Awesome?
: awesome in my own way.

Honestly, Are You?
: i guess so.

18 questions to answer honestly

2011-01-11T10:52:00.001+08:00

Do you ever wonder what your ex is up to?
: doesnt everyone?

Have you ever been given roses?
: yes :D

What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
: theres a lot.

How many times have you honestly fallen deeply in love ?
: twice. :(

What’s your current problem?
: non, i guess.

Have you ever had your heart broken?
: lotsa time.

Had a Long Distance Relationship ?
: nope.

Do you believe the statement, once a cheater always a cheater?
: ermm, nope. idk, im quite not sure.

How many kids do you want to have?
: min 2 ( 1 boy, 1 girl)
max 4 (2 boys 2 girls)

Whats your favorite color?
: white.

Where do you shop the most?
: SKH

Do you believe in love at first sight?
: not really.

Would you kiss the last person you kissed?
: i could pass.

At what age did you start noticing the opposite gender?
: didnt remember.

Are you happy with your love situation?
: single?

Do you know someone who likes you?
: as a friend, yes.

Do you like anyone?
: currently yes.

Do they know you like/love them?
: yeah

16 weird temporary bored questions

2011-01-11T10:17:00.001+08:00

believe in unicorns?
: well, i used to.

How many of you does it take to screw in a light bulb?
: err, what? O.o

Are you single?
: yeah.

Do you like pickles?
: nope.

How do you feel about meadows?
: whuuts a meadows?

Have you heard of Flarp!?
: flarp? whatheheck.

Ever flipped a turtle over?
: no, but the turtle flipped itself.

Do you like to doodle?
: . . .

How do you feel about long socks and chucks?
: ironic.

Would you rather find a four leaf clover or a heads up penny?
: four leaf clover, signs of luck.

Ever squirted orange juice in your eye?
: yeah, last night.

Do you keep a journal/diary?
: yeap, but rarely update them.

Do you play an instrument?
: used to play a flute

What is your favorite sound?
: sound?

How many kisses on the lips have you given?
: thats kinda personal. ==

What's your favorite ride at the amusement park?
: bumper car.

15 funny have you ever survey

2011-01-10T21:45:00.001+08:00

Have you ever smelled a banana?
: yes ._.

Eaten strawberries from your toes?
: eww, hell no. x.x

Poked someone in the ear?
: thats weird, wth?

Licked someones foot?
: oh god, im not that hungry :/

Put money in your bra?
: i thought people did that only in movie.

If your a guy, have you ever worn a bra fer fun?
: fortunately, im not a guy.

Eaten a fur ball?
: jeez, why would i want to eat fur ball? :s

Licked a swing set?
: yeah right, thats just crazyy

Sniffed a cat?
: its the other way round, the cat sniffed me ==

Barked at someone?
: haha, yeah. for fun :p

Pretended to be a manikan at the mall?
: whats a manikan?Im lazy to google it.

Drawn a silly picture?
: when i was a little girl / bored.

Sung in a public bathroom?
: nope, thats just embarassing.

Been out with your pants on backwards?
: i dont think so

Worn underwear on your head?
: no freaking way.

would you rather survey

2011-01-10T21:30:00.000+08:00

Be a poison tester or suicide bomber?
: poison tester

Fat and short or fat and tall
: fat and tall

Wet and cold or dry and hot
: Wet and cold

Vampire or a cat
: cat

Be george lopez or brad pitt
: brad pitt

Eat sand or dirt
: x_x

Be 30 or 1
: 19

Pro skater boarder or singer
: singer

Eat metal or bugs
: chocolate :D

Be a monkey or wolf man
: wolf man

Work at google or bing
: google

Make a board game or video game
: video game

Mini cooper or mustang
: lamborghini

Dead or alive
: isnt it a game?

Singer or actor
: actor

randomness survey

2011-01-10T21:21:00.000+08:00

my name is: nur syahirah haziqah saini
this morning i was: taking care of my niece.
im afraid of: god and snake.
i dream about: him, dying.

have you ever...
pictured your crush naked?: im not that kind of people
been in love: yeah
cried when someone died: uhhuhh.
lied: yeah, only when i have to.
flowers or candy: flowers. ;p
tall or short: well taller than my sis.

who...
makes you laugh the most?: my BFFs
makes you smile: them, my BFFs.
gives you a funny feeling when you see them: . . .
is easier talk to: boys or girls?: girls since im one of them

do you ever...
sit on the internet waiting for someone special to IM you?: sadly, YES.
save IM conversations?: yeahh.
wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: sometimes.
cry because of something someone has said: a lott.
pray?: of course! (:

have you ever...
fallen for your best friend?: best friend? nope.
rejected someone:yeah, im sorry. :(
cheated on someone: never.
been cheated on: idk.
done something you regretted: lotsa time.
wanted to die: before.

who was the last person...
you talked to on the phone: natasha
hugged: siti.
you instant messaged: siti
you laughed with: my siblings

do you...
color your hair: few years ago.
ever get off the computer: uhhuhh.
habla espanol: what??
sprechen sie deutsches: i dont understand
fight with your parents: yeahh.
have friends you've lost touch with: most of my elementary friends
feel happy?: now, yeah.
wish you could fly away.. far, far away?:i wish i could fly, but not that far.
believe in God?: YESS.
could you live without the computer?: yeah, but not the lappy.
what's your favorite candy?: NON.
whats your favorite fruit?: DURIAN!! i just ate it.
sunrise or sunset?:both.
what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?: emotional pain
trust others way too easily?: i guess.
are your fingers cold?: warm
coke or pepsi: coke.

final questions...
I want: to go siti's house and hang out with my BFFsç
I wish: i were a billionaire, LOL.
I love: YOU!! ;D
I miss: all my friends and school.
I fear: that my result is not as good as i expected.
I hear: someone calling out my name.
I smell: DURIAN.

a-z alphabet survey

2011-01-10T20:54:00.000+08:00

A - Available?
i guess so.
B - Best Friend(s)?
Dk. Nurafifah bte PHD
Dk. Siti Nurul Hafizah Pg Sahar
Nur Hafzhan Bakar
C - CRUSH?
nobody
D - DOGS NAME?
i dont even have a dog.
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO?
ME ;D
F - Favorite Food?
tuna delight pizza.
G - GUMMY BEARS OR WORMS?
gummy bears!! (:
H - HOMETOWN?
BSB
I - IF YOU COULD MOVE WOULD YOU?
nahh, this place has a lotsa memories.
J - JOB?
non, but soon to be a student.
K - KIDS?
non.
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE?
uhh, Limbang or Miri.
M - MILK FLAVOR?
strawberry. yummyumm.
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS?
6 ( all girls )
O - ONE WISH?
havent decided yet.
P - PHOBIA(S)?
snake.
Q - FAVORITE QUOTE?
Time is a great teacher, but
unfortunately it kills all its
pupils.
R - REASON TO SMILE?
my BFFs.
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD?
you don't belong - daughtry.
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP?
10am.
U - UNKNOWN FACT ABOUT ME?
let it remain unknown.
V - VEGETABLES YOU LOVE?
spinach ( influence from popeye i guess)
W - WORST HABIT?
uhhh, no idea.
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD?
never.
Y - YOUR MOM?
what's up with her?
Z - ZODIAC SIGN?
virgo and i'm proud to be one.

i should have been

2011-01-10T20:53:00.001+08:00

i was suppose to go siti's house today but sadly my mum's car is still repaired. Sorry siti, i'll try to make it up to you next time. I don't think i can go to your house in this 2 weeks starting wednesday. But, maybe i could go after that. Don't worry.

We should invite hafzhan and fifah :D hehe. I can't wait till i get my driving license :/ so that i could go to your house anytime.

I feel bored now, and im doing survey qns. I'll post it later.

2011

2011-01-09T12:58:00.002+08:00

ohmygoshhh, i feel bored. i need to get out of the house, im suffocating. yeah right, HAHA. i hope there'll be no more snakes in or out of my house. its scary. last year, same incident happen. whats with 2011? the year of snake?? ==

not a perfect holiday

2011-01-09T12:57:00.000+08:00

so, ive been busy lately, cleaning my room. quite a mess it is. ive got some stories to share.

last week, there were 2 snakes in my house on the kitchen. i was found by my 6th sister. she told my mum that she somethin’ like a snake. mum told dad and uhh, dad went to the kitchen. before my dad had a chance to kill it, it went back to the woods. pheww, we’re all glad. on the same day, 10-15 minutes after the incident, my 1st sis saw a snake but this time a different one. it was red = black. my dad was on my neighbor’s house. he brought the neighbor and both of them caught the snake and put it in some gallon.

two days ago, while my parents was back from shopping, mum saw a snake near the rabbits. dad called the neighbor and tried to catch it. it turns out it was a cobra. that scared the hell out of me. damn. they caught it and put it in a gallon again. that same day, when my 1st was gonna go downstairs, she saw another snake, green one. they said it was a ‘leaf snake’. my neighbor and my bro-in-law werent around. dad tries to search for it. my sis called my bro-in-law and a few mins after that, hes home. (he was suppose to go to work though).
my dad search and still he could not find the snake. sis told that when she ran away, the snake quickly hide. mum called the fire brigade. we waited for them to count. the rest of us waited in the living room. after few moments they came down with a plastic on their hand. in there was the snake. its dead.

wow, that was quite an event. that event made my family more aware. we had a cleaning campaign that afternoon. tiring :( but its for our safety.

well, thats it.

UNPREDICTABLE

2010-12-29T02:57:00.000+08:00

so hey, it’s 3 in the morning and I still cant sleep. I could die of boredom soon. I’ve been spending my time playing the sims 3 and im kinda addicted to it. yesterday, tr selomi called me telling that I should go to school to take my letter from PTE katok. since I was busy, well not really, I asked mum to picked it up for me. it’s about the 2nd cohort thingy.

I don’t really understand what the letter is all about. in the letter it said bout “surat tawaran mengikuti minggu kemahiran dan pengenalan pengajian bagi pelajar-pelajar yang akan melanjutkan pengajian ke tingkatan enam bawah, kumpulan Kedua (2nd cohort) January 2011. my sis said that it’s about the briefing bout the school to let us know what course we want to take and uhh something like that. we’re suppose to come on 12 jan, 2011 at 7.30. I’m not really interested in this whole thing but my mum insists me to join it. I have no choice but to obey. I hope some of my friends that receive the same letter could come so that I have company. I don’t want to go there alone. and besides, if im not wrong, the minggu kemahiran lasted for two weeks.

I prefer to go MD though but, I guess I should go to PTE katok. new year, new school and new friends. I got to get more serious in my studies than love. but life is unpredictable, you can never know whats gonna happen. I still remember when we went to MD last time for a visit, he said, “hey, are you going to MD next year? if you go MD, I go MD too.” that was one of my reason for going MD but I guess thing change now. I should go to sleep now. MORNING people!! (:

love,
SYAR.

a part of me

2010-12-25T05:56:00.000+08:00

my life is pathetic. im not over him YET.. i mean, by now i should've move on, but then somehow i dont know why i'm still hoping. i just dont get it. heart crushed and still expecting something, i must be insane.

and uhh, i kinda miss my BFFs like a LOTSS. i miss staying back and going to their house. all those gossiping and deep convo. sharing our problems and talking bout life. it's been nearly 5 years since we first met. i hope next year we'll be in the same school. lots of people said that people changed once they went to form six and i wouldnt want that to happen. all this 5 years, i have spent my time with them and im used of them being around me.

im like FREAKING shy (seriously!!) and im afraid i couldnt make any friends next year. i still remember after we send farman (imisshim), us girls went to KFC. and, i was afraid + shy to order my food. so, i asked hafzhan or siti to accompany me. i miss those moments. THAT GUY WAS HOT..

to my girls, im sorry. lately, i've been ignoring you guys. i hope you could understand me. i just need the time to be alone. you know i was too heartbroken till i forgot eveyone around me. SO SORRY.

love,
SYAR.

wrecked.

2010-12-11T02:02:00.000+08:00

hola, i've been busy and didnt have the time to update my blog. i was thinking to delete my blog, but then knowing that i would make a new one again, i've decided to keep this blog. :D

I could say my life has been pretty rough lately and i'm not as cheerful as before. that day changed the whole me. i found myself staying in my room more often. loner freak! i know. its just, i prefer to be alone with no one able to hurt me that way. i had enough. the pain is to much and i cant bear it. yes pain will heal, but it takes time.

my heart is not the only that's broken, i feel my soul is tearing apart. that day, really changed me. i wished i didnt come or he didnt said those words.

pressure much?

2010-10-14T21:49:00.000+08:00

im not really in a mood right now. :/ o level started last tuesday for us. English 1, a perfect way to start. this afternoon was physics 2. i studied a lot and wtf?? lots of it didnt come out and i think i did bad in my calculation. oh gosh, i dont think i could get at least a 'C'. darn it!!!

and, what make me stress is, i didnt even talk with him after that message. SCREW ME!! ohh GODD!! i shouldnt gave messaged him rudely. i didnt mean to, ahh!! i was really rally in a bad mood that night. i did text him saying that i was sorry for that. he didnt reply me :'( which is kinda sad for me cause we didnt talk to each other at school. we were busy with our own life, studying.

i wish i could take back that moment and told myself not to reply him. he's always in my mind, even when im studying. i didnt really concentrate much. i was happy before the 'O' level, and now all fucked up.

im sorry, iloveyou :D

trust

2010-10-10T14:51:00.002+08:00

life's been hard nowadays. i could hardly trust anyone. WHY? because of this person. she made a lot of promises and broke it without knowing that it could break my heart. i don't know if i could trust her anymore. promises are meant to be make, not to be break. i'm under pressure right now and i cant even think right. i didn't even study for this few days. i don't really care bout my exam.

Last day of School and Photoshoot

2010-10-07T21:02:00.000+08:00

raya

2010-09-05T00:11:00.000+08:00

cant wait forr rayaa, HAHA. oh yeah tomoro go to the cemetry for the Saini's family saja. with cousin, i have no idea when. :D

Panda Facts

2010-09-05T00:09:00.001+08:00

*Pandas can be found in moutain ranges in central China.
*The giant panda has black fur on the ears, eye patches, muzzle, legs, and shoulders.
The rest of the animal is white.
*Pandas have large molar teeth and strong jaw muscles for crushing bamboo.
*Pandas are about the same size as an American black bear, and
males are tipically larger than the females.
*There are only 1,600 pandas left in the wild, making them an endangered species.
*Pandas have been know to live up to 35 years in captivity.
Scientists are unsure of how long they live in the wild.
*Cubs stay with their mother for about one and a half to three years after birth.

my future pet

2010-09-05T00:03:00.001+08:00

KAWAII

2010-09-05T00:00:00.001+08:00

OMGGGG!!! so cuttteeee. (: (: (:

AGAINN

2010-09-04T23:58:00.000+08:00

i fail my amathss againn. WHYWHYWHY?????

i know its my fault. i did study and revise its just im lack of practice. so far thats the only subject i failed.

paper 1 - 25/80
paper 2 - 18/80

sucks aint it?

a day to remember

2010-04-22T22:23:00.000+08:00

yesterday, i had to stayback until 6pm cause we're revising physics for june O level.

it was pretty much tiring and luckily our class ended at around 4 something. at least we covered 7 chapters.

yeahh, so i went home at 5.30 as usual. BORINGG, yeah i know cause my sis balik 5.30 bahh.

before that i went to BISMI

because SIr Aywen suruh bali PHYSICS O LEVEL RED SPOT (PINK COLOUR).

The book is useful and much more easier. I saw
Additional Maths and Biology so i bought three of them. (=

I've decided that this month, is the last month that i'll go tuition for BIOLOGY, AMATHS and ENGLISH.

BUT, starting next week i'll be having my CHEMISTRY tuition cause i sucks

on that topic. from B3 to F.

that was just crazy. i still dont get about the electrolysis and the whole calculation thingy.. ppfftt.

At home, i was planning to revise my DMATHS and i wanted to use my sister's book cause i have answer in my book.

Im too too lazy to erase it. I was waiting for her until 9 so i gave up. So I'd decided to go to sleep.

before that, i was planning to
check my facebook for a while but i didnt realise that 20mins has gone by.

When i was nearly sleeping, my stomach started to ache. I thought it was nothing thus i just ignored it.

But, things became worse. my ribs hurt and i cant really breath cause my heart is pumping faster.

My chest hurts and my backbones hurt. I force myself out of the bed and went to the kitchen where my mum was cooking.

I told her bout that and she asked whether i've put some oil or not. I did. I went front to take my jacket because it felt cold.

I cant stand the pain so I cried. (its freaking painful) My mum massage my stomach but still the same.

I ate a painkiller pill to
reduce the pain. My mum asked me to change and we went to hospital at the emergency with my big sis.

When we reached
there, we're asked to fill the form and waited for my name to be called. The pain started decreasing.

I asked mum whether
we could go home or not cause the pain started decreasing. mum didnt let.

after 30-45mins i was called. the doctor asked what happened to me so i explain the whole thing.

he also asked if i had
asthma or heart attack. mum added that i 've a family history.

every generation of dad's family had a chance of getting
heart attack. its in our blood.

Then we went to the front, near the entrance. they're checking my EPG if im not wrong.

After that we waited for like nearly one hour. HUHHH. finally when it was nearly 12, they called me.

they asked me again and

they're checking the aching part. the doctor's conclusion is it might be gastric.

then, they gave me my medicine.I was sleeping alone in the living room cause my room is cold.

And i cnt reduce it because my sis might feel hot. i was awaken by my aching stomach.

my heart feels like bursting out, it hurts. i tried to relax but im too tense. i told myself to relax and just let it go. it feels like 15mins.

finally its gone and i went to sleep.

zii19

flag-wavingg

2010-04-04T23:08:00.000+08:00

with Jim Osman

with the girls. (nis's super girls)

sitting alone (being emo)

smile (=

with the girls and taqim

us

fifah, siti, me, naszreen and amir

izzat, siti and me (i looked like cartoon)

triangle?

izma, me and fifah

siti, fifah, me and aziz

with izma

peace

omg, whatcha duin siti? :O

kill that one, okay?

see that cute guy?? ;D

fifah, tweenie and me

with beloved tajikistan and siti's fingers

Lenhon, hafzhan, siti and me

with izma

again with tajikistan

siti, fifah and me

with siti

whats with that look sal? ==

with izma (=

aww, sweet. siti hugged me, haha

again with the peace

rabbit's ear

fifah, hafzhan and me

president ==

2010-04-04T16:57:00.001+08:00

stories. (:

yesterday kami flag waving because president of Tajikistan (sorry if wrong spelling) ada meeting with Sultan. :D first period kami ada amaths. fikir inda belajar, but turns out that kami belajar. boring ==

at 8am, the school gave us foods and drinks. so, kami makan lah. i just ate the egg. meloveit. around 8.20, mr loo came in. he said that he wanted to our class for 10mins. mr binoy agreed, so mr loo started his talk. he talked bout some student complained bout teachers. the teachers dnt know how to teach and all those stuffs. right now, he's investigating bout the case....

at 9am, kami jalan to our position using bus. it was fun even though the bus is orange :\ hahaha.

while waiting for the president, we were taking pictures. i will upload it on the next post. cause right now, it's raining heavily and thundering outside.

around 11am, the president came. finally. (: we thought that, it's time to go home, but then we were informed that we have to wait for the president. so, we waited.

the sun is burning and it was freaking hot. we went to school around 1pm. i have to wait till 3 cause my sis is having open day. luckily i bring laptop and broadband, haha.

night i have tuition. amaths == again, haha. morning amaths, night amaths. it went well, not until that son of a bitch interrupt. palui, bad mood tarus. luckily, ada that picture to calm me down.

zii19

APRIL!!

2010-04-04T16:27:00.001+08:00

Heyy, it's APRIL!! (:

haha, im being all random lately and im driving myself crazyy.

wanna know something?? si sexy eews, haha. ia bah, updated sudah facebooknya :p dgan gambarnya yang lanji lanji lagi tu.. mihir usulnya, kan muntah ku. haha.

andand, mun rasarasanya kan pakai cmatu saja kan bgambar, jgantah pakai baju. biar tia naked since you are a slutty whore. no lah, a whore is better than you cause a whore wont lie like the way you do.

okayy, enough of swearing. (: be a good girl, haha. i was suppose to post that bitchy pictures of yours and that 'message'. tapi kan, best friend ku inda suruh. so, thanks to them you are saved.

zii19

LONESTAR- AMAZED

2010-03-23T14:53:00.000+08:00

Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or

anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you

The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me
Baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh, it feels like the first time, every time
I want to spend the whole night in your eyes

Chorus

Solo

Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you

HOOLIDAYYY!!

2010-03-19T21:49:00.000+08:00

yeay, exam's overr. butt, no time to relaxx. huhh. have to go tuition and extra class which is extremely BORING. haha

HAPPY HOLIDAYY PEOOPLE!!!

this coming thursday, have extra class again. physics from 8am to 6pm and that was like 10 hours. but, 1 hour break so that means 9 hours of physics.

after school reopens, there'll be test on physics. sucks aint it??

so far i failed my chemistry.. darnn itt!! stupid equation.. nahh, sokayy. i'll focus more on chemistryy. i cant believe that i pass my amaths and bio. congrats to me (;

and to the guys, sorry i cant come tomorrow. im tired. and im just having fun at home. im broke :( so sad.. haha.

bah, will update soon. (not that soon)

zii19

HANNAH MONTANA (:

2010-03-04T19:30:00.001+08:00

heyy, it's MARCH! haha, so late. i have no time to update my blog, pretty much busy lately and exam starts this saturdayy. damn! nahh, it's okayy (:

worst part is, i didnt even revise any subject, not even one. im so dead. i was so drifted away lately and feels like im falling apart. i should be more serious in my studies. oh well.

anyway, i have a new niece. my sister gave birth this morning. a day before her 1st daughter birthday. happy advance 3rd birthday to my niece, nur khairunnisa nabilah. (: love you parut labu, haha.

and to my new niece, whom my mother keeps on calling hannah montana, welcome to the world. <3 aunty loves you, lil hannah. haha, i guess that's gonna be her nickname, according to my sis.

oh zhan, updated sudah. no worries zhan (:

zii19

LOVE IT!!!

2010-02-07T16:49:00.001+08:00

thanks hafzhan for you know, teaching me how to edit stuffs using photoshop. kinda cool.. haha, sakai!! LOL. im kinda tired lately. staying back nearly everyday because of practical and extra class.

oh yeahh, for CCA, I join the environment club. its funn and somehow teaching us how to use recycyled stuff. i go aplus for tuition. so far, zul and fifah went tuition there too. and, maybe im in the same class with fifah for amaths. i love it..

for bio class, only 3 people. O.o. weird. maybe some of them malas to come. im looking forward to meet new friends. (:

that's all people.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAYY TO SARAH JANE WARD AND MD HAZIMAN OSMAN.

zii19

If she only knew 98 degrees

2010-02-07T16:46:00.000+08:00

it's an old song. but i find myself addicted to this song cause somehow this song is kinda my life story. (: haha. well, here's the lyrics:

If she only knew
What I knew but couldn't say
If she could just see
The part of me that I hid away
If I could just hold her in my arms again
And just say I love you
But she's gone away, maybe she'd stay
If she only knew

If she could just feel
What I feel here in my heart
She'd know it was real
Pure and true right from the start
But I'm just a man who didn't understand
What she was going through
But she's gone away, maybe she'd stay
If she only knew

And how, how did I let her get away
Oh yeah, yeah, yeah
'Cause love, love is so easy to feel
But the hardest thing to say

If she could just see (see)
What I see when I close my eyes (close my eyes)
All that I dream (dream)
Surely she would realize
But like a fool I waited much too long
To let her know the truth
She's gone away, maybe she'd stay
If she only knew

Tell me, tell me
How, how did I let her get away (tell me)
'Cause I guess that love
Love is so easy to feel
But the hardest thing to say
Say, say, say, say

If she only knew
What I knew but could not say
If she could just see
The part of me that I hid away
If I could just hold her in my arms again
And just say I love you, I love you
She's gone away, maybe she'd stay
If she only knew, if she only knew
Maybe she'd stay but she ran away
Why she had to go away
'Cause of what I didn't say
Don't know what to do
Oh God how I wish that she knew

salju band- kasih

2010-01-20T18:22:00.000+08:00

Salju - Kasih

Kau hadir dengan sejuta keindahan
Kau tarik ku dengan pesonamu
Membawa diriku kealam cinta

Bicaramu membuat tubuh ini bergetar
Matamu pancarkan kesetiaan
Membuat diriku semakin cinta

Reff:
Kasih peganglah tanganku
Dan tatap mataku
Betapa aku mencintaimu

Katakanlah saat ini sayang
Bahwa aku hanya milikmu... milikmu...

Kuingin cinta kita berdua
Abadi sampai saat ini
Sampai nanti sampai kita mati

sherina - cinta pertama dan terakhir

2010-01-13T13:54:00.001+08:00

sebelumnya tak ada yang mampu
mengajakku untuk bertahan
dikala sedih

sebelumnya ku ikat hatiku
hanya untuk aku seorang
sekarang kau disini hilang rasanya
semua bimbang tangis kesepian

reff:
kau buat aku bertanya
kau buat aku mencari
tentang rasa ini
aku tak mengerti
akankah sama jadinya
bila bukan kamu
lalu senyummu menyadarkanku
kau cinta pertama dan terakhirku

sebelumnya tak mudah bagiku
tertawa sendiri di kehidupan
yang kelam ini

sebelumnya rasanya tak perlu
membagi kisahku saat ada yang mengerti
sekarang kau disini hilang rasanya
semua bimbang tangis kesepian

repeat reff:

bila suatu saat kau harus pergi
jangan paksa aku tuk cari yang lebih baik
karena senyummu menyadarkanku
kaulah cinta pertama dan terakhirku

repeat reff:

vierra - rasa ini

2010-01-13T13:49:00.000+08:00

ku tak percaya kau ada disini
menemaniku di saat dia pergi
sungguh bahagia kau ada disini
menghapus semua sakit yang kurasa

mungkinkah kau merasakan
semua yang ku pasrahkan
kenanglah kasih..

Reff :
ku suka dirinya, mungkin aku sayang
namun apakah mungkin, kau menjadi milikku
kau pernah menjadi , menjadi miliknya
namun salahlah aku, bila ku pernah merasa ini

na nana nanana nana nanana

back to * , Reff

back to Reff

only you can love me this way- keith urban

2010-01-13T13:47:00.000+08:00

Only You Can Love Me This Way lyrics
Songwriters: Mcewan, Steve; Reid, John;

Well, I know there's a reason
And I know there's a rhyme
We were meant to be together
And that's why

We can roll with the punches
We can stroll hand in hand
And when I say it's forever
You understand

That you're always in my heart
You're always on my mind
But when it all becomes too much
You're never far behind

And there's no one
That comes close to you
Could ever take your place
'Cause only you can love me this way

I could have turned a different corner
I could have gone another place
Then I'd of never had this feeling
That I feel today, yeah

And you're always in my heart
Always on my mind
When it all becomes too much
You're never far behind

And there's no one
That comes close to you
Could ever take your place
'Cause only you can love me this way
Ooh

And you're always in my heart
You're always on my mind
And when it all becomes too much
You're never far behind

And there's no one
That comes close to you
Could ever take your place
'Cause only you can love me this way
Ooh

Only you can love me this way

home alone ==

2010-01-13T13:27:00.000+08:00

since i have nothing to do, so i blog because hafzhan suruhh.. haha. yesterday is the day which i wont forget, 120110. nothing special pulang but saja wahh.

yesterday, fifah and hafzhan bully me :'( jahat kamu ahh, nda ku lupakan tu, LOL. they keep on asking question but why i want to move on and why i didnt take the risk and tell him bout my feeling. hantamm..

time balik, i follow siti cause kami kan ke rumahnya. then arah rumahnya, we talked a lot. she and kari(zulkarmi) bully me. siti was talking bout HIM. she said there's a great possibilities that he knew. =( i hope not.

siti said i should tell him cause maybe he feel the same way. but entahh ahh. she even show me the prove. she opens her laptop and show me my picture with him. "cant you see that he's comfortable with you? nampak jua tu. ia dapat sit straight tapi he sit closer to you. plus his hand is on your back" stunned ku tarus, i was speechless at that time. huhhh..

banyak siti cakapp.. then kami cerita pasal c EWW. pukul 3, my mum datang, so byebye siti. we went to jabatan sekolah-sekolah arah ong sum ping. after that, ke skulah. i saw taqim, sal and hadi. they just came back from dewan bahasa. group study == makan with babu dulu then went to the guys.

mum cakapkan kan jalan with her cousin dulu, so aku hangout with them guys la. we went front. hadi and sal balik so tinggal me and taqim. we talked bout guys and girls, blablabla.

zii19

first day of school, 2010

2010-01-04T14:20:00.000+08:00

today was the first dayy of school. i woke up around 4 somethingg. early!! so, take a shower and blablabla. so, my dad jalan pukul 6.20am. still early. i thought dad kan hantar me and my sis skulah dulu, but it turned out to be that my dad hantar my lil sis at BERAKAS arah my cousin because nada orang d rumah. we arrived school at 7 and the students were going inside the class sudah. ==

hantar my sis to her class dulu, then i went straight to my class, sejukk!! FORM 5B class teacher is MR. AYWEN CHAK. okayy la. nada new student, BORING!! haha. tr give out our timetable and . . . he even asked us to sing the school song since there's nothong else to do. == i was appointed as the monitor. ;/

break time, went canteen with fifah. saw hafzhan and siti. ohh, i miss them like hell. haha, macam one year nda jumpa. siti gave us bracelets. i lavv it. after break, we have an assembly. sang the national anthem and the school song AGAIN. hear some speech from tr. eugene.

thats all. tomorrow ada orientation lagi. ):

zii19

time to sleep

2010-01-03T23:16:00.000+08:00

i totally cant sleep now == maybe im just nervous coz school reopens tomorrow (= yeay, i miss my friends alreadyy.. Haha.

yesterday, jalan with my family.. my lil sis belum beli beg so kami shopping la. we went to first emp. again.. duhh.. Haha. It was like 9+. gila, sleepy kali ah. i was sleeping at 6 in the morning and my mum woke me up at 8.

Went to the 1st floor, found some cute bags but my sis dnt like it so, hafta go around. my mum shopping dulu, so we went to ground floors. again, my sis lanja mister softy 's ice cream.. ohh god, twas delicious.

we went back upstairs. after my mum habis beli brang, we went around to look for babah. we went into a shop called brunei store. A new shop. My sis found the bag she wants, so beli lah.

Next, kami ke gadongg. Shopping at SKH (= I bought some school stationeries there.. i was starving like hell dat time. mum dont want to go restaurant == lapas shopping there, went to BMC.. boringg!!

Balik after that. Before balik, my dad saw the SCR promotion. He said we're going to eat there if theres parking. Luckily ada. HAHA. I want to eat there again..

bah, thats all. good night.

zii19

SHOPPING!!

2010-01-02T01:13:00.000+08:00

Last 31st, my parents brought me with my sis jalan-jalan beli kasut sekolah (: twas fun coz we get to choose any shoes except the non leather shoes :/ school rules, remember!! Later kana scold again mcam last year for not wearing leather shoes.

my shoes lawa, but im still not used with it. haha. its okayy la :D i also bought a pair of sport shoes. NIKE <3 i laaavv it. black and white =)

yesterday my bro in law bawa me and my sis jalan shopping beli brang for school, hehe.. went to first emp. at bandar. shopping sana for awhile, then my sis lanja ice cream mister softy :D yummy, vanilla~

after that, we went to my bro's house at mentiri. (: watched doraemon at channel 611. hehe, i feel like a kid. right after doraemon finished, we went to delima satu. bought some food at mum's bakeryy.

lastly, we went to top happy star. we bought some school stuffs there (: ada kebab sana, but didnt buy ): i want kebab. its okay la, next time if ada, for sure i'll buy it. time to sleep.

zii19

teenagers.

2009-12-28T04:56:00.000+08:00

urghh, im lazy to update my blogg.. since i have nothing else to do, im gonna update it.

my life is messed up, as usual. duhh, i dont have the kind of family that really loves you and let you do your own stuff. this is so not the kind of life you want to live and enjoy when you're still a teenager.

obviously, i get to do my own stuff but that rarely happen. as a teenager, i want freedom. i still wanted to enjoy my teenage life like other kids.

most of the time im stressed out and depressed. thats my life, full of things you dont wanna know. holiday was suppose to be the day, where we relax from school and all those homeworks. for me, i prefer going to school than staying at home. there's lotsa works to do here than school.

'they' are lecturing me every single day when ever they have the chances. its okay if others called me anything they wanted, but having your parent calling you stupid and selfish, thats way off the limit.

my life is not that perfect. i never complain bout my life to others and most of the time i keep my problem to myself. its not that i dont have any friends, but, i just dont want to burden them. they still have some stuff to take care of and my problem aint that big.

kinda moody lately and thats not helping my situation. sometimes, i imagined that suicide is the perfect way for me. seriously, that idea seems quite good enough for a trouble maker like me. they said that i made lots of problem and keeps on troubling them. on a second thought, i think what they said bout me were true. maybe i should take their advice on running away from this family.

i just wished that my life is different. but, this is faith and all i could do is just live the way like how it should be done.

zii19

==

2009-12-21T04:20:00.000+08:00

time to update (: been busy these days. didnt even sleep well. i've been watching DVDs 247. i only sleep for less than 5 hours a day and sometimes i didnt even sleep. last wednesday i went to mall with hafzhan. although we didnt watch movies, but we still had a great time. i just wish fifah and siti were there, but they're busy with their stuff. maybe we should hangout together soon. (; thanks for the treat zhann, i love you my bestiee <3

i've lots of thing in my mind lately. something keeps on bugging me but i dont know what. about him, now im trying to forget him and go on with my life. but its useless, we're going to meet again next year. huhhh.. why should i fall in love with him?

zii19

dayyy (:

2009-11-18T16:40:00.000+08:00

todayy, i was having lots of fun. why?? pasal kan kami mengumpat psal c ... hahaha. too bad hafzhan and siti werent there, aww.. haha. btw, form 4A student moved in our class. so far tadi, no paper was given out, haha. okay la, izma took some pictures of us. vain momento.. haha. andand, si Palui removed Hafzhan, stupid!! haha. she also removed me. WUU, PENAKUTT!! LOL.

the physics was easy tadi cause you know, malas ku cerrita.. let it be a secret. siapa yang datang tadi, untung la.. i helped tr norlina to check the bm and mib paper. 4 people failed MIB in my class. lucky i pass.

ATM, i havent fail any single subject. Thank god. Im waiting for my AMATHS. OMGG!! Tr Victoriah did said something bout my AMATHS but aku lupa, I was busy concentrating baca buku. I might fail, maybe laa.

I miss my girls.. Im planning to go empire either at 29th NOV or 6th December. Talking bout December, I cant wait for December to end. Bonuss!! haha. I've a long list of what to buy..

will blog laterr again.. malas ku nii.

zii19

guilty or innocent?

2009-11-15T02:38:00.000+08:00

guilty: you do
innocent: you don't

Singing in the shower?: GUILTY.

Left the stove on?: GUILTY.

Ate Stale food?: INNOCENT.

Spit in someone's Drink?: INNOCENT.

Stole Something from a friend?: INNOCENT.

Played with Barbies?: GUILTY (;

Kissed your posters of your favorite stars?: INNOCENT.

Listened to stupid music and said you like it?: INNOCENT.

Made someone cry?: GUILTY.

Opened your Christmas presents early? INNOCENT.

Found money, and didn't turn it in?: INNOCENT.

Gave money to a homeless person?: INNOCENT.

Thought "Star Wars" was cool?: INNOCENT.

Had a super-hero costume?: INNOCENT.

Lied to protect a friend?: GUILTY.

Broken a bone?: INNOCENT.

Seen "The Goonies" more than 10 times?: GOONIES?? INNOCENT.

Played a Computer game for more than 5 hours?: GUILTY.

Dyed your hair a color from the rainbow?: INNOCENT.

Hugged your mom in the past 24 hours?: INNOCENT.

...Have you Ever...

Ran through the sprinklers?: INNOCENT.

Ran through the sprinklers naked?: INNOCENT.

Went outside naked?: INNOCENT.

Flashed somebody?: INNOCENT.

Mooned somebody?: INNOCENT.

Been on stage?: GUILTY.

been on stage naked or close to it?: INNOCENT.

Been in a parade?: INNOCENT.

Been in a school play?: INNOCENT.

Drank beer?: INNOCENT.

Went to work/school with a hangover?: GUILTY.

Gotten detention?: INNOCENT.

Gotten expelled?: INNOCENT.

Been on a plane?: GUILTY.

Been on a cruise?: INNOCENT.

Traveled out of the country?: GUILTY.

Liked somebody you could never have?: GUILTY.

Liked a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend?: INNOCENT.

Cheated on a test?: INNOCENT.

Broken into a house?: INNOCENT.

Stolen from your own family?: INNOCENT.

Flipped somebody off?: INNOCENT.

Ate spoiled food by accident?: INNOCENT.

Ate spoiled food on purpose?: INNOCENT.

Ate food you dropped on the floor?: INNOCENT.

Laughed at a funeral?: INNOCENT.

Watched somebody's death?: INNOCENT.

Killed somebody?: INNOCENT.

Gotten a tattoo?: INNOCENT.

Gotten piercings?: GUILTY.

Fired a gun?: INNOCENT.

Gotten into a fist fight?: INNOCENT.

Gotten into a shouting match?: INNOCENT.

Swallowed sea/pool water?: INNOCENT.

Swallowed sea/pool water on purpose?: INNOCENT.

Spun yourself in circles to get dizzy on purpose?: GUILTY.

Laughed so hard it hurt?: GUILTY.

Laughed so hard you peed in your pants?: INNOCENT.

Seen a live birth?: INNOCENT.

Delivered a baby/animal?: INNOCENT.

Had an imaginary friend?: INNOCENT.

Fell down a whole flight of stairs?: INNOCENT.

Tripped on stairs?: GUILTY.

Tripped on your own feet?: INNOCENT.

Cried yourself to sleep?: GUILTY.

Cried in public?: GUILTY.

Thrown up in public?: INNOCENT.

Lied to your parents?: GUILTY.

Skipped school?: INNOCENT.

Hit an animal with your vehicle?: INNOCENT.

cheated on someone?: GUILTY.

Been cheated on: GUILTY.

Been one who helped another cheat?: GUILTY.

Cried so hard you threw up?: INNOCENT.

Given a wet willy to someone?: INNOCENT.

Gotten a wet willy?: INNOCENT.

have sex? INNOCENT.

with a virgin?: INNOCENT.

wore a thong?:INNOCENT.

97 THINGS ABOUT ME ...

2009-11-15T02:15:00.000+08:00

(001) Your gender: female

(002) Straight/gay/bi?: 100% straight

(003) Single?: yeahh (:

(004) Want to be?: doctor, teacher, pilot..

(005) Age?: 16 years old.

(006) Age you wish you were: just the perfect age for me.

(009) The color of your eyes: dark brown. ;)

(010) Piercings: a pair ia enough for me.

(012) Tattoos: NON

DO YOU...

(013) Smoke: no.

(015) Read the newspaper: sometimes.

(017) Talk to strangers who IM you: depends.

(018) Take walks in the rain: :)

(019) Drive: this december.. can't wait.

(020) Like to drive fast?: im sure i will.

(021) Hurt yourself: yeahh. :(

HAVE YOU EVER...

(022) Been out of the country: yup.

(023) Been in love: OF COURSE.

(024) Done drugs: ohh NOO

(025) Gone skinny dipping: no?

(026) Had a surgery: just small one.

(027) Ran away from home: i tried to.

(028) Played strip poker: eww, NO.

(029) Gotten beat up: idk.

(031) Been on stage: :) yeahh.

(032) Slept outdoors: i dont remember.

(034) Pulled an all-nighter: no.

(036) Talked on the phone all night: yeahh. memories.

(038) Slept all day: half a day. ;p

(039) Killed someone: yess, in my dream.

(040) Made out with a stranger: NO.

(041) Had sex with a stranger?: NO.

(042) Kissed the same sex: yes, my niece on her cheeks.

(043) Done anything sexual with the same sex? like I said, I'm 100% straight.

(044) Been betrayed: too bad, YES.

(045)Broken the law: i hope not.

(047) Been on radio/tv: tv!

(048) Been in a mosh-pit: mosh pit??

(049) Had a nervous breakdown: no.

(050) Been criticized about your sexual performance: uhh??

(051) Had a dream that kept coming back: lots of time.

(052) Favorite shoe brand?: idc.

(053) Favorite music: lotss.

(054) Wear hats: depends.

(055) Judged other people by their clothing: yeahh, esp yang LANJI atu. haha.

(057) Are you trendy: idk.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN...

(058) Life on other planets: NO.

(059) Miracles: YES.

(060) Astrology: NO.

(061) Magic: NO.

(062) God: YESS!!!!

(063) Love: YES!!!!

(064) Ghost: NO.

(065) Rebirth: NO.

(066) Love at first sight: YES!!!!

(067) Ying and Yang?: ?? no?

(068) Witches: NO.

(069) The Easter Bunny: NO.

(071) Do you consider love a mistake: sometimes.

(072) What do you find romantic: his eyes? apakan, nonsense.

(074) Turn-offs: whatt??

(075) Do you base your judgement on looks alone: yes?

(076) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone and physically unattracted?: :)

(077) What is best about the opposite sex?: eyes. (: and attitude.

(078) What is the last present someone got you?: chocolate.

(079) Do you like/love someone?: YES!!!!

LAST PERSON...

(080) That you laughed at: my lil sis.

(081) That laughed at you: my big sis.

(082) That turned you on: ;)

(082.5) That kissed you: . . .

(083) That you went shopping with : family?

(084) To disappoint you: hmmphh.

(085) To make you cry: him? not literally him.

(086) To brighten up your day: HIM?? MY BFF?

(087) You saw a movie with: F4Bs.

(088) You talked to on the phone: Hadi.

(090) You talked to on text message: my 2nd sis.

(091) Your best friend(s): DNPHD, DSNHPS, HB

(092) Smiled: myself.

(093) Laughed: my lil sis.

(094) Cried: ...

(095) Bought something: entahh.

(096) Danced: uhhh..

(097) Who is your crush:adalerr.

zii19

requested (:

2009-11-15T02:06:00.000+08:00

oh hii, im updating cause of Hafzhan. yeahh, she asked me to update my blog, so yeah, im updating it now. (: my previous post was kinda crazy and psycho. i knoww, i've got lots of problem.

let's talk bout exam. exam was okay for me, for some subjects. amaths is easy, but not too easy. average. my bio? ermm, i dun want to talk bout it. lots of my friends thought that we're gonna fail. oh well, what could i do.

love life? sucks. i tried to move on lots of time, but something is stopping me. idk what, but.. everytime i tried to avoid him, he's always there in front of me. im going crazyy soon.

zii19

DAMN

2009-11-12T19:27:00.001+08:00

GILA KU EH, BAIE SIAL BUDUH. HABIS EXAM BHAPA TAH KU NI MUN NDA DAPAT KMANA2? AKU STRESS ANI PUN BUKANNYA KAMU PEDULI, KAMU BUAT AKU STRESS ADALAH. AKU ANI BUKAN ULUN KAMU NI KAN KAMU ARAH2 KAN AKU. AKU BLAJAR BRABIS, APA AKU DAPAT? MANA KAMU PEDULI, MUN AKU FAIL BARUTAH SIBUK KAN PEDULI. BTANYA RESULTKU ARAH CIKGU NO 1, KARANG MUN AKU MAU TUITION BANYAK ALASAN.

SUICIDE MODE

2009-11-11T18:59:00.001+08:00

BFF, i need you. im stressed out. gila ku ne..

i was hoping that i could enjoy after exam. but what did i get? i cant go anywhere.. nyasal ku blajar bnar2. mun ku tahu ku fail kan tu smua paper ku. bhapa tah ku blajar bnar2 atu? fikirkan enjoy ah, buang stress. ani makin tia stress.

Apa kamu mahu kan? krg fail salah, pass pun mcam nada. kamu mahu aku mati? fine, if atu kamu mahu buleh eh. nda org nyusahkan kamu lagi. Happy kamu? Puas kamu? Kamu fikir aku ne robot kah, nda bulh enjoy??

zii19

who what where

2009-11-10T15:58:00.000+08:00

*W*H*O*

who is your best friend?
- Fifah, Siti and Hafzhan

who do you like?
- my crush? <3

who is your mom?
- my mom is my mom

who owns your house?
- wahh, im not that kaya to have my OWN house. lol

who bought you the clothes your wearing?
- i bought it myself using my own money =="

who is at your house?
- my family?? =0

who loves you?
- entahh, bahh, who loves me ahh? tell me ;D haha

who said hey to you today?
- i don't quite remember =)

who are you talking to right now?
- myself.. O.o

who was your ex-boy/girlfriend?
- uhh, let it be a secret (:

*W*H*A*T*

what town do you live in?
- thought you know already =)

what are your pet peeves?
- urmm . . .

what are you wearing?
- baju, what else??

what are you doing in an hour?
- studying? perhaps.

what is your middle name?
- syahirah

what is your deepest secret?
- wont tell you. :p if i tell you, it wont be a secret anymore :)

what are you doing tomorrow?
- morning, exam. afternoon, studying for BIO :o

what is your boy/girlfriends middle name?
- i dont have one atm.

what is in this for you?
- whatt?

what is your favorite thing(s) to do?
- sleep?

what are you sitting on?
- a chair.

*W*H*E*R*E*

where are you at right now?
- in my room la :)

where were you at at 12 noon today?
- school, otw home.

where is your toothbrush at?
- bathroom

where do you sleep?
- my room ==

where do you live?
- in a house?

where were you at at 7pm yesterday?
- living room

where is your boy/girl friend?
- if my friend somewhere in brunei, my bf? i dnt have one wa ==

where are your parents?
- downstair

where did you put your bookbag?
- i dont know!

where do you keep your socks?
- why??

*W*H*E*N*

when was your first kiss?
- next ...

when are you getting a job?
- i hope at the end of this month.

when did you graduate?
- Primary 6? 2005

when will you grow up?
- i am growing up ;)

when are you going to call your friend?
- tomorrow?

when did you get home last night?
-im at home all night yesterday.

when are you going to stop taking surveys?
-when i feel like studying (:

when was the last time you had a fruit smoothie?
- dnt remember

when are you getting married?
- == when im 23 above

*W*H*Y*

why are you taking this?
- non of your business

why are you weird?
- i am? i didnt notice that.

why are you wearing what your wearing right now?
- wth is wrong with you?? hmmph. *psycho*

why dont you have friends?
- i have lots of friends, who said i dont have any?

why cant you get a boy/girl friend?
- i can get one if i want, but i might not able to spend time with that person. too busy and stress!!

why do you live where your at?
- how should i know? i've been living here all my life.

*H*O*W*

how do you fix your hair?
- uhh??

how are the kids?
- kids? i dont have any. ==

how many hours do you spend on the computer?
- its uncountable

how many TV shows do you watch?
- dont know!

how did you find this survey?
- internet!

how do you like it so far?
- i dont like it! but i love doing it, apakan??

how do you make sharpies?
- sharpies??

how many sharpies do you own?
- . . .

how often do you say I love you?
- entah, i only said it when ever i meant it.

thankss

2009-10-30T16:25:00.000+08:00

hafzhan bakarr!! thanks for updating my blog dear ;D haha, malas wa to update since exam is coming =( i think im gonna fail my amaths. nearly all the topics i dont understand i forgot how to do it.. :(

Tomorrow our exam starts.. Bm 1 n 2.. I havent read any single thing, i keep on revising on amaths till all the other subjects i put away.. Amaths made my life more complicated. i think im going crazy soon. hmpphh..

Biology? I havent read too, oh no.. Im so dead... I dnt want any red marks on my report book.. =( darn it!! Oh well, i gtg, need to study amaths.

zii19

Hafzhan's post.

2009-10-29T14:01:00.000+08:00

I can't believe how time flies so fast. It's scary. We fear death,crime and the unknown, but if you stop to think about it losing time is scarier. I mean, the thought of not having enough time, or not using your time wisely or spending too much time on worthless problems. I think wasting time is the biggest crime that we as human beings commit.Sometimes, I just want time to go by quickly, but it really is disappointing in the end, to know I wasted that time, when I should have appreciated it.The scariest thing out of everything, is you can't stop time. You can't stop it, and it never ends.I often wonder why time flies so fast but I realized that time is a master ruling the old and the young, and everything else on the earth.Life comes and it goes but no one knows how long we have got so give it your best shot.

HB.

RBA Flight Simulation Field Trip

2009-10-29T13:51:00.000+08:00

he could never resist temptation

2009-10-27T11:57:00.000+08:00

It was Saturday night and Jayy Zhen decided to invite his friend, Felix Tien, to sleepover at his house. The day was chilly as it was winter and snows began to fall. Felix arrived at Jayy’s house around 6pm and Mr. Zhen was there at home. Right after Felix came, Mr. Zhen received a call from his office and he had to go there for an emergency meeting.

Before he left, he warned Jayy to not invite anyone else to the house including his friends while Mr. Zhen was away. Jayy was also told to behave and stay away from his father’s room especially his father’s beer closet. Soon after that, his father went to work. Then, Jayy played some games with Felix to enjoy themselves. They even ordered pizzas and fast food from the restaurant nearby.

After playing for what seems hours, they started to feel bored and trying to find something new to do. Being a teenager, the guys played football inside the house making Jayy’s room untidy. Felix suggested Jayy to call over his others friend and invite them so that they could play together and have a match between them. With growing apprehension, he rejected his friend’s idea and continued playing football.

At around 9pm, Mr. Zhen called to inform the guys that he won’t come home that night because his meeting will be till morning. Knowing that Mr. Zhen won’t be home that night, Felix, once again persuaded Jayy to invite his other friends. Jayy knew it was wrong but he could never resist temptation. At last, he invited his friends and they came soon after he call. They ordered more foods and Jayy’s friends brought some beer with them.

The beers were finished by them but they’re still not satisfied and wanted more. They started to roam around the house and finally Felix found Mr. Zhen’s room and told the guys that there were beers inside. Eventually, the guys took some beer from the closet and brought it to the living room. Jayy tried to take the beers and put it back into the closet but the guys was just too strong for him.

Suddenly, the main door was opened, and there stood Mr. Zhen glaring at them. Quickly, the guys left the house leaving Jayy and Felix behind. At that time, both of them was trembling hard and they didn’t know what to do. Without a short notice, Mr. Zhen stalk to them and stopped in front of them.

“What are you thinking by bringing them to our house? I warned you before to not let anyone in our house?” yelled Mr. Zhen. “And, aren’t those my beers? Did you ever hear any single word that I told you?”

“I’m s-ss-soorryy Dad,” Jayy stammered.

Jayy’s mind was totally blank and he couldn’t think of anything to say. This was the first time his dad ever angry and shouted at him. He could see that Felix was doing the same thing to. Beside him, Felix was shaking violently and sweats are forming on his forehead.

“I forgive you but you must promise that there’s not gonna be a second time. You’re grounded for the whole month and you’re not allowed to go the Jonas Brother’s concert this Monday,” alerted Mr. Zhen.

“I promise Dad, I learned my lesson,” croaked Jayy.

Since that day, Jayy never invited his friends to his house without asking permission from Mr. Zhen and he became closer with his father.

Written by: Nur Syahirah Haziqah bte Saini
Form 4B
St. George’s School

RBA ROCKSS!

2009-10-23T12:51:00.000+08:00

Damn! lama sudah i didnt update my blog, haha. I just realized that i have a blog =p haha, crazy bitch!

okay, i'll update stuff one by one if rajin, LOL. yesterday we, group 1, went to RBA :) after school, 12.15, we went to canteen. before that we went to Sir Aywen and had lil chitchat with him. he looked sad, maybe because he couldnt come with us cuz he has a meeting. kasian. we had our lunch and took lotsa pictures! Haha

then, we went front. the bus was there already. everyone was excited. while waiting for ms.Beth and mr.Budi, guess what, pictures AGAIN.. everyone was hyper. haha. we saw ms beth and she asked us to go in the bus. The guys rushed in, haha.

On our way to RBA, the guys sang some songs. =) finally, we all sampai arah RBA. yeahhh. they checked our temperature and we went to the 'study room'. they gave some safety rules and explain what shud we do if the bell ring. short and simple, yet effective.

after the briefing, we went around the RBA. there's a small model of the flight simulator. it's been there for 12 years. we saw a pilot there =) not in the model, but there, at RBA. haha. next, we meet the engineers, there were two of them Bob and ... forgot the name..

the computer room was quite big actually, there's lots of processor. they're still using windows. and now the big part, there are 16 of us including ms beth. We divide ourself into 3 groups. Im in group 1, with ms beth too. we're the 1st to use the flight simulator. it seems real, omg. Haha. gila man, i thought i was dreaming, but its real. i nearly landed but, haha, crashed. just a lil bit more. =)

Right after all the groups has finished, we had a group photo sessions with the RBA staffs. haha, they are fun. haha.. Then, we balik around 5 something. dalam bus, we took pictures, again and again. haha, ziman so kasian, he needs to upload all the pictures. sabar saja. we arrived at school at 6 sharp. oh yeah, they gave each one of us a cap and we took pictures with caps on. LOL.

bah, i will update lagi if rajin. now, im feelin' tired.

zii19

will update soon!!

2009-10-09T12:44:00.000+08:00

just some picture :) my raya was okayy, moneyy!! haha. umm, school kinda suck, nahh. *JK* haha.